Saturday, February 26, 2011
Tonight, as I sit here thinking.... I am increasingly annoyed at the fact that my husband is not home yet. We have not seen one another since 7:30 this morning. His last words to me were, "I am going to the hockey game with 'said' friend & after, I will come home & we can watch a movie together." Not mad that he is out but angry at the lack of a phone call to let me know plans have changed. After all, he would expect it from me.
That isn't it though. I am annoyed at everything & myself. I am hoping that this vacation brings a sense of renewal so that when I 'comeback', i can tackle everything with a new energy & organization. If I give that much, I will get it back & I can be me again!!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
I think everyone should follow the commandment to treat others how you would like to be treated. I could be considered a bit of a hypocrite because I don't always do that but it is my intention. Sometimes I just feel so conflicted because I have been taught that it is important to ask for what you want/need. Being Blue (colors), I want everyone to be happy sometimes at my own expense.... shouldn't I be honest?? Gotta go...more on this later.