I can't sleep & my mind is swirling. It is just a couple more sleeps til Kevin & I leave for Mexico. I desperately need a vacation. I am going to be brutally honest & say that my life needs the vacation!! I am feeling so unorganized & so overwhelmed. I am screwing up left, right & centre on a special project I have on the go... I am short tempered with my family, and I have no ambition.
Tonight, as I sit here thinking.... I am increasingly annoyed at the fact that my husband is not home yet. We have not seen one another since 7:30 this morning. His last words to me were, "I am going to the hockey game with 'said' friend & after, I will come home & we can watch a movie together." Not mad that he is out but angry at the lack of a phone call to let me know plans have changed. After all, he would expect it from me.
That isn't it though. I am annoyed at everything & myself. I am hoping that this vacation brings a sense of renewal so that when I 'comeback', i can tackle everything with a new energy & organization. If I give that much, I will get it back & I can be me again!!
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